Let's Be Freaks

I am four months pregnant. Me and Alex are doing well. Haven’t had time to write lately… Sorry Charlies!

I am really excited for this pregnancy, don’t get me wrong but… Morning sickness is a bitch.

I am three months pregnant.

Nothing to update for now.

Talk to ya’ll later.

Hayley

Dear Chelsye,

           Don’t ever believe for one second that me and Eric don’t love you. I know you have it rough at home, and I wish I could be there to help you. I would be there in a heart beat if I could. I wish i could bring you to college with me, but you see, I have to go, and I know you hear that a lot, but I can’t help it. If I could I would. I’ll never forget that day when you were ten years old, and you cried at my bedroom door waiting for me to wake up and hear your sobs. You were so upset, and that was the night I realized to never question your intelligence. You had found out that our mother wasn’t who you thought she was. You just wanted a hug and a kiss to tell you it’d be ok.

          I remember the day dad left. Eric is basically our father, he may be our brother, but he is the closest thing we have. I tell people dad is dead because it’s easier for me to say than “My dad left me and my family and now we don’t know where he is, let alone who he is.” 

         Right now, I am sitting here at Alex’s house and I miss you more and more each day. You’re my only little sister, so of course I gotta love you! Not only that, but you are basically my bestie, (aside form Thomas).

         You have a smart head on those shoulders sister, and I know that you’ll grow up to be such a great person. You already are.

                                   Hayles

The whole time I have been with Alex, people have told us we weren’t meant for each other. Which is completely unreal. As I start thinking about it now, maybe we are a little young. I get it. But, everyone is a hypocrite. My mother got married to my dad when she was 16. I’m 18, and I don’t plan on getting married until I am 20. It’s just nice to have that ring on my finger. It’s nice to have a plan.

::It’s not what they said, it’s what we read, and all the promises  they made us all, left shattered on the ground::

So, today has been unlike any other day. Today I found out I was pregnant.

Which doesn’t surprise me. :) I’m happy though, I really am! I’m gonna miss being a size 2… :) But it’s worth it.

Love you Alex!

Love & Rockets

Hayley

So, right now I am sitting in Thomas’ car, on his laptop. Guess where we’re going? You guessed it. CVS. We’re gonna find out if I’m pregnant or not. Uh oh.

Disclaimer, if I am pregnant I will keep this baby regardless of Alex or my mom’s wishes. I do not believe in abortion. If I am pregnant, this could be life changing.

Obviously having a baby IS life changing, but… For a teenager with hopes to go to college, I think it is more life changing than if you were a 23 year old, who is married, and has a stable job. This kind of sucks, but at the same time it doesn’t. It sucks because… Well, me and Alex don’t have steady jobs and we don’t get paid good money, and it is so expensive to live in Florida.

I’m about to take the test.

Wish me luck loves.

♥

Hayley

Anonymous asked: You never updated us. Are you pregnant?

~ Lexi

Lexi! Well…. We don’t know yet. You see this is the third month that I haven’t had a cycle. Soo…. Maybe. :) I’mma try to be optimestic about it though. ;) ♥♥☻♥♥

Hiya! My name is Thomas, as I am sure Hayley has said. I know she talks about me, I am well loved. But I wanted to write an open letter to my best friend. She doesn’t know I am doing this, but I am cuz I love her.

Dear Hayley,

              I wanted to let you know that you are truly my bestest friend in the world. You’re better than all my guy friends. Thanks for always being there for me. Up there is my favorite picture of us. We’re such pretty people! Just kidding, but I love the fact that you have grown up to be a smart, mature, pretty woman. You have a nice head on those shoulders of yours love. Anyways, I really like this boy that you’ve found. Alex is a good guy for you. I know you’ll achieve great things in life. I also know we’ll be “Besties” forever! I love you love.

~Thomas

So, as you all know my name is Hayley. My real name isn’t Hayley however, but I prefer to go my Hayley. No one has called me by my real first name for as long as I can remember. (My real name is Danah)

I have always been a “guys” girl as Alex and Thomas say. Meaning I hang out with alll the boys, always have.

I am a cheerleader. BUT, I have been dancing since I was three years old. I am trained in classical ballet, but I also do some hip hop, which helps when you’re a cheerleader.

I listen to a wide variety of music. I am a true punk rock girl. :) I listen to Framing Hanley, Slipknot, A Day To Remember, Cobra Starship, Lovedrug, Paper Rival, the list goes ON and ON!

I used to work at Abercrombie & Fitch but now I work at Pacsun. Too much drama at A&F. Literally. Pacsun is cool because I make my hours. BUT, however, it sucks that Alex works a lot more than me. Never see him. :(

My best friend Thomas is a ninja.

My best girl friend Lexi is a fool. (Not literally, but close enough. Love you Lexi!)

When I was in sixth grade I had e-coli. It sucked, and Thomas saved my life by calling the ambulance.

My mom and dad moved to Boca Raton when I was 16. Later after they moved away and left me here, my dad was killed. No biggie. (I never knew my dad well enough)

My boyfriend’s mom is my math teacher… Ha ha ha! Guess who never has homework?

Soo yeah…

Oh and I am obsessed with makeup!!!

Love & Rockets

Hayley

P.S. My nickname is Hailstorm. Love ya Thomas!